{"id":52614,"date":"2024-03-08T09:04:24","date_gmt":"2024-03-08T15:04:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/4808fdc4bc.nxcli.net\/store\/web\/?p=52614"},"modified":"2024-03-08T09:04:24","modified_gmt":"2024-03-08T15:04:24","slug":"kims-colorado-prayer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/staging.healedpeople.com\/store\/web\/kims-colorado-prayer\/","title":{"rendered":"Kim’s Colorado Prayer"},"content":{"rendered":"

Weekly we have to partner with one another in prayer<\/a>. Sometimes we honestly are without words, so someone has to carry us along in prayer<\/a>, temporarily. A Healed People team member wrote this prayer for Kim, who’s part of the Healed People family in Colorado<\/span><\/p>\n

Father, here we are, me, you and Kim.<\/span><\/p>\n

She\u2019s in Colorado if my memory is correct and I\u2019m in Tennessee just finishing my sit ups on the floor.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

So, we\u2019re thankful that you\u2019re right here with us \u2014 there\u2019s no space between the three of us.<\/span><\/p>\n

We come to you in prayer.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Will you join us, hold our hands, breathe on us, sit with us a bit as we talk to You.<\/span><\/p>\n

You know we both remember the hospital \u2014 the smells, the looks, the blood, the looks of lethargy, the despair in the eyes of people we don\u2019t know.<\/span><\/p>\n

You know how we felt and feel when all others are sleep \u2014 the nurse has made her round, and we feel the very part of us that make us female.<\/span><\/p>\n

We step into our humanness \u2014are we okay Lord, are we not, will I make it?<\/span><\/p>\n

We can say to you \u2014 we\u2019re kinda tired, okay alot tired.<\/span><\/p>\n

Prayed every prayer, gone to every ministry \u2014 trying to forgive as best we know without being hurt, yet, again.<\/span><\/p>\n

So where were You Lord.<\/span><\/p>\n

I wouldn\u2019t have had to work so hard \u2014 running back and forth from my piece of emotions tucked here to the other buried emotion over there while seemingly being normal to the world trying to make it through the day.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m tired.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m exhausted Lord.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

For this one night, may I just place the tip of my head near your leg Lord.<\/span><\/p>\n

Not really sure if I want to touch You.<\/span><\/p>\n

You know I have a bit of apprehension towards You.<\/span><\/p>\n

Might this be a good time to say, I need to release You.<\/span><\/p>\n

I know you in my head, but Man God, I don\u2019t really know You in my heart.<\/span><\/p>\n

I should have been able to roam free as a child with my heart with the mom and dad you entrusted me to.<\/span><\/p>\n

But, my heart shut down, which means you\u2019re even at bay.<\/span><\/p>\n

Will you forgive me, through Your blood?<\/span><\/p>\n

I give you my tick marks I\u2019ve unconsciously counted off \u2014 for every shortcoming You\u2019ve left me with over the years.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019ve weighed my own self down Lord, trying to keep a list on who done done me wrong.<\/span><\/p>\n

Well \u2014 I had to, right, You understand \u2014 who will care for, protect the chid who has not her own.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m tired Lord.<\/span><\/p>\n

I can\u2019t live my family, prematurely, through death.<\/span><\/p>\n

They need me, but I need to borrow Your strength for me to need me \u2014 first.<\/span><\/p>\n

So since I need a peace I don\u2019t know \u2014 I\u2019ll allow myself to rest just the tip of my head near Your leg.<\/span><\/p>\n

That\u2019s all I can do tonight.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Thank you Lord for not going past this temporary boundary I have.<\/span><\/p>\n

This thing with giving You access to my heart is rather new.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m gonna try something new Lord.<\/span><\/p>\n

Not asking for nothing.<\/span><\/p>\n

Not seeking out nothing.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m just going to act like the care free daughter with You \u2014 that I would have liked to have done as a child.<\/span><\/p>\n

When no body\u2019s looking, or when they\u2019re asleep \u2014 I\u2019m walking down the hallway on my tippy toes.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m getting a piece of ribbon and twirling it in the air and turning in circles.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m going to laugh at an old sitcom I\u2019ve not seen in years.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Plait my hair in two or three ponytails and sing a sweet simple song to You.<\/span><\/p>\n

I might even sing Your scriptures to You.<\/span><\/p>\n

I choose to confess my wholeness.<\/span><\/p>\n

I choose not to bow to my symptoms.<\/span><\/p>\n

I choose to praise at least once a day before it\u2019s done.<\/span><\/p>\n

Your Daughters \u2014 Kim and Elaine<\/span><\/p>\n

We release our faith together, in the name of Yeshua \u2014 this is done.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Selah!<\/span><\/p>\n

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